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Monday, July 31, 2006

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近三个月的暑假,我出乎自己意料的没有无聊的疯掉。事实上,时间在每天几小时的游戏以及不时和认识不久的黑哥一对一单练篮球的日子里,一下子就结束了。

黑哥和我一样是湖滨中学的学生,甚至跟我同在一级,并且住在同一个公寓里。但 我之前从来没有注意过他,对我来说大部分的黑人相貌都是一样的,所以黑哥作为他们当中的一个自然被我忽略掉了。认识黑哥的那天,我独自在公寓里唯一的那个 篮筐有些歪的球架下拍着球。新买的阿迪达斯球鞋正被我穿在脚上,鞋底已经卡了不少球场上的碎石子。我先学Hot Sauce的 姿势运运球,在面前制造一个假想敌,用各种花式过人招数耍着他。他最终被我高超的球技戏弄得恼羞成怒,不和我玩了,我只好一个人练习三分球。我回忆起自己一年多以前也是这样在练三分球,只不过大部分时间都在捡球。那时我独自站在一所州立大学的旧体育馆中空旷的球场内,脚下没有踩上去会令自己新买的球鞋吱吱响的碎石子,而是被踩后会吱吱响的旧木地板。体育馆内空气很冷,我不断将陈腐的木头味吸入肺里,感觉像被关在一间多年不见光的巨大储藏室里。现在我吸入的 每一口空气都是被亚城炙热的阳光烘烤过的,又热又潮湿,笼罩着我全身上下,好像一个满身大汗淋漓的人正紧紧地把我抱住,只有在快速奔跑的一刹那才能将其摆 脱。我站在毒辣的太阳地下,并不担心自己是否会被晒的很黑,因我这里有很多黑人可以给我垫底,我不管怎样晒,也是黑不过他们的。只是太阳发出的热量让我汗 流浃背,已经浸湿了我身上穿的背心。一个人投篮是很枯燥的运动,主要原因是每次都需要自己去捡球。我慢慢走到篮筐底下,抬头看着它,太阳还很高,所以我只 能眯着眼睛看。我把篮球用左手举过头顶,然后用力在原地跳起来,做出高难度的扣篮动作,脑海里回忆着那天看到的那个亚洲人扣篮,同时嘴里还发出轻微的类似 于篮筐被抓住后的声音。

这时背后有人喊了一声:嗨,你在干嘛?

我转过身去,看到一个光着膀子、肌肉突出的黑人小子朝我走来,想起刚才做的动作,顿时觉得有些尴尬。谁知这小子竟然哪壶不开提哪壶,对着我又喊了一句:哥们,你到底能扣篮吗?

我没好气地反问他:你能吗。

他走到我跟前,从我手中拿过篮球,二话不说就把球扣了进去。在扣的时候故意只用很轻的力量,把球放进筐后,手轻轻地摸了摸篮环。他从地上捡起球,用力地拍着。

我们开始一场一对一的比赛,二十一分,谁知最后竟然是我赢了。黑哥很擅长扣篮,但仅此而已。他的全部得分都是靠身体挤进篮下,再把球放进或扣进篮筐。我看着眼前这位比我高一头有余的家伙,心想又是个肌肉和智商成反比的老黑。

哥们,你叫啥?黑哥问我。

打完一场比赛后我们聊了起来。黑哥告诉我他来自埃塞俄比亚,我才明白为什么他没有一点黑人口音。他说自己的全名叫穆罕默德阿布肚儿什么什么布,叫他阿布杜就可以。我们告别之前彼此交流了一下自己祖国的风土人情,然后约定改日再战。

十一年级是非常重要的一年。我的辅导员(Counselor),一位头发全白了的白人老太太对我说。此时的我正和辅导员两人坐在她的办公室里,讨论新学期的选课。

选课是一门学问,在选课前一定要打听好各位课程的难度与各位老师的特点,比如哪位打分水分很大,哪个西班牙语老师不会说英文,甚至哪个老师喜欢给身材窈窕的金发女生打高分,等等。其中不乏谣言,但为了维持自己接下来一年时间的快乐生活,绝对值得。 AP课是湖滨中学所有智商高到足够偷懒的学生的最爱。何谓AP?在湖滨中学达成共识的解释是“Advanced Procrastination (高级偷懒),因为所有上AP课的学生在4.0的学分基础上可获得一分附加分,既是说在AP课上拿B的成绩仍然等于其他课的A。这位老太看着我上年的成绩单,微笑着一口答应因为学校资金问题,AP课程的选择较少,因此我可以跳级上十二年级的课程。我递过早就写好的名单,上边除去必修的数学与英文,另外还有化学、统计、微观经济、电脑编程,以及世界历史这五科AP课程。其中化学是本校高智商群体必选的课程;而世界历史则是一门十年级生的必修课,我在提前完成黑小伙的美国历史后不幸被告知将要重新与低年级小孩为伍。其他四门AP则是专为十二年级学生准备的轻松课程。在经历并存活了本校最变态的老师博士一年折磨之后,应付这些课对我来说已是易如反掌。

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为什么很多人年龄大了便无药可救?这样的人在中国很多,有情可缘,中国人口基数大。不懂的是,在外的国人,理应是中华民族的顶尖5%,为何更悲哀?

这个“老”字还不是说那些七老八十的。真正“老”了的人,都有随年龄而来的睿智,久经沧桑的那种老道。那也算没白活一辈子。

是好多中年人,可怕,比老头老太太们还衰弱。衰老不是一件可悲的事情,可悲的是人自己被岁月淹没。

中年人,当中的许多已不再年轻了,却没什么太大成就,一辈子眼看就这样了。这时候若有随遇而安的心境,那是再好不过的,所谓“不求轰轰烈烈,但求无怨无悔。”

但好多人很奇怪。似乎三、四张的年岁都白活了,对事理还没一小孩明白。经常做出荒谬可笑的事来,一说话一副自己老大的口气,事实上我早已懒得去嘲笑他们。

最可恶的,是没老还卖老。动不动觉得自己走过的桥比我们小辈走的路还多,其实自己住的地方只有独木桥。且不说同时忽略了一点:自己活到多少岁才见过电脑。只记得长着为尊,却不记得后生可畏。可笑,可悲。

由此可见,很多时候,年龄带来的不是智慧,而是无知! Often times, the age brings a man not Wisdom but Ignorance!

大部分削尖脑袋踩着别人来到号称世界上最富有的一片土地上,却可悲地过着社会底层的生活!

即使有朝一日混出了模样来,自以为住上几千尺的房子,开上德国车,老婆老娘都接来。年年如一日地朝九晚五,周末去脏兮兮的中国城购物,陪老婆逛逛MALL,还得送自己的小子补习他们那可怜的中文。唯一的区别是,每年上税的多少,车子多新,房子多大,或者还能在当地中文小报上混个熟脸。就这样完蛋了,自己兢兢业业,过上了资本主义社会的小康生活,给人家美国霸权主义,统治世界添砖加瓦。 隔三五年回国看看,自己土的一塌糊涂,却要在评论国内人和事的时候摆出一副鄙视的嘴脸,似乎自己生长了几十年的土地一夜之间就彻底陌生了,自己在国外过了几年流离失所,心无宁日的生活,如今混出头了,牛B乎?。

酒足饭饱后把兜里的那张印了自己尊容的绿卡掏出来,招来的却是一片唏嘘羡慕之声!

这就是一个中国人举世的悲哀。身不明何处去,情不知何以堪。

难道自己一年几十万本杰明 富兰克林存银行里就算成功了? 难道自己回国挂个专家里手的虚名骗吃骗喝敛财敛色就算满足了? 难道自己一张黄脸入了籍还要说一口死也改不过来的中国英语给人好脸,受人挤兑,就是圆满了?有些人可谓呕心沥血啊,生养教育出一群美国公民?多骄傲,世界第一上国之草民,一堆斗大的汉字不识几个的香蕉们自以为自己是“美国人”,可惜过了N多年才知道啥叫“主流”,人家WASP根本就没和你玩过。

有些人说,空虚了吧?心中充满罪恶苦毒,那就信主吧。 这就是宗教虚伪的一点,趁人之危,利用人内心的弱点。尼采下地狱了吗?佛洛伊德下地狱了吗?叔本华,康德,伏尔泰,哥白尼,伽利略?加缪在油锅里煎熬吗?萨特呢?

且不论宗教的对与错,谁是真神谁是魔鬼。中国人生来就有Cult的本性在其中。 Cult做何解?不仅仅是缺乏批判性思维的表现,更是一种盲目无知,追求大流,一但深信便不移,一但开始就要上纲上线。

Over-Religious了,信徒们。 一切宗教若不提防都会走火入魔的。

当然,那样的是少数,更多的,是虚伪的口口声声上帝圣灵,私下里不讲道德的伪君子们!

来美国数年,在华人教会见过的“真基督徒”,一只手就可以数完。

世界上10亿天主教徒,6亿基督教徒不是么?等天国真正降临的那一刻,先用测谎仪测一下,当场就刷下去多半。再问他们一个问题:“你愿意为自己的信仰牺牲一切,即使是自己的生命吗?” 看看还能剩下几个。天堂是美好,现在就送你去,你愿意吗?

为什么尼采会说“上帝已死”,尼采是何等聪明的人(何等愚蠢,按基督徒的看法)。信基督教/伊斯兰教其实很容易,只需铭记一下两点:

1.圣经/可兰经 里所说的,无论何时,都是正确的。

2.若有疑惑,请参照第一条。

从中国人Cult本性的角度理解,就很容易明白为什么FLG可用传遍神州,最后扎根海外了。当初在某教堂听一位放弃自己数十年所学不用,全身“奉献”给神的人激昂地喊着:基督教救中国!

我强忍着没笑出来。

废话半天,究竟何谓是 “国人举世的悲哀”

很简单,看看每天大使馆门口为签证赴汤蹈火的人们,看看新东方学校里挑灯苦读的人们。

到现在,寄托之后,SAT, SSAT。能出去的都出去吧,活在自己的祖国,那才真的是毁了。

就是这种悲哀。

那些当初亚美利加国父托马斯 杰斐逊 在《独立宣言》中写到的追求,宪法修订案第一条中“不可剥夺”的权力,中国人在何处追求?

答:大洋彼岸。

《论语》有云:“见贤而思齐,见不贤而内省”。现在时代变了:“见贤而思投,见不显贤弃之。”
魏源《海国图志序》:“是书何以作?曰:为以夷攻夷而作,为以夷款夷而作,为师夷长技以制夷而作。”

今:“为以夷攻己而作,为以夷款己而作,为师夷长技以侍夷而作。”

此为“举世之悲哀”

尝孟德有云: 舌剑腐儒,此为余也。余虽不才,善口舌之能,无甚作为。然比之残喘之辈,更胜百倍矣。

posted by Cassiopeium at 1:29 pm  

Sunday, July 30, 2006

为什么要写作,不要炒作

最近想法比较多,本计划写数篇讨论时事的文章。但写这种文章太费脑子,且肆意发表的观点容易彰显自己的无知。虽然人都是无知的,大学叫兽与街头盲流的区别也只是叫兽更了解并善于隐藏自己的无知而已,但让人知道自己无知总不是什么好事,否则人也不会突然性地选择性失忆了。

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”美少女蒋方舟挺身挡韩流:骑彩虹者“

http://book.sina.com.cn/nzt/lit/qicaihongzhe/index.shtml

炒作,中国媒体永远乐此不疲。公众喜欢热闹,喜欢有名堂有来头的玩艺儿。可惜许多无知到不能区分街边围观俩人拍砖和追捧商业抄作行为的区别,后者的目的是掏走看客腰包里的老人头,前者,仅冒着点被飞偏的砖头砸出脑震荡的危险。

凡事只要跟钱搭上关系就不可能干净得了。不同的是美国的看客买家早都厌倦了低劣的抄作宣传方式。美国媒体除了广告暴力式地狂轰滥炸外,学乖了。广告搞出了创意,Average Joes都乐意看,傻呵呵地一遍又一遍也不觉得腻味。比如我这个CHINESE JOE,就特喜欢GEICO的广告,百看不厌,每次都乐地死去活来。等我让大学录了,要专门把GEICO的广告全录下来,然后反复放着看,看上一天。前些日子看CCTV,惊讶地发现广告创意竟然还是数年前自己出国时那样差劲。

炒作之恶在何处?恶俗?世事有大俗大雅之分,人皆知大雅难得,然而最难的非不做大俗莫属。大俗何恶之有?倘若炒作炒成大雅,是否便可以冠冕堂皇?对于这个问题我奉上自己久经思考得出的伏沙泰尔(Versatile)式解答:此问题非本文讨论之范围,待日后另行撰文分析。

某聪明人说了一句大实话:万物都有其存在的道理。存在的既是合理的!

吾辈初闻此言,如五雷灌耳,闻罢冥思多日,久不能寐。数日后终得一高人点拨,大彻大悟。此等妙绝之言非圣人贤者所能语也。

丫白痴。若此话有理,我大可抛出自己“存在主义”的必杀锏: NO ABSOLUTES(无绝对!)

人家一八卦门户网站小记,上有老下有小,三十多了终身大事尚未解决(小孩捡来的),家住危房百年钉子户。每月一千二百块,为了吃饭写文章,写点炒作为年终奖金,领导高兴给报销报销桑拿费用。今日终于盼到一无敌青春偶像派代言人惊世之作问世,得知此事,激动到不能自已。连夜赶搞,撰文一篇,大吹特吹,只求炒出一位来,老娘看病才有保障。

这与我何干?

写作就是写作,不为名利而写,只为乐趣。爱炒作的炒吧,炒个前无古人,后无来者也行,但不要打着写作、文学(这次早让糟蹋完了)的幌子。那样,就是恶俗。

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Friday, July 28, 2006

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Friday, July 28, 2006

连载【七】

【七】

暑假前的最后一天亚城突然开始了属于它自己的炎热。Hot Lanta,人们开始再次这样称呼它。熬夜玩了一晚电脑游戏的我昏昏欲睡地把头靠在校车的车窗,看上去像一条蔫掉的茄子。二十几辆校车都即将开动时,Denny突然不知从哪里跑来,在车门关闭前一下跳上车,然后拽着我跳下车。我们从充满刺鼻柴油味的车群中跑出去,吓得我一点瞌睡没了。我和Denny站在不远处的停车场看那些巨大的黄色物体一点点向前蠕动几下,车位的顶部冒出黑色的废气,然后整理好队形,在来往车辆一片刺耳的急刹车声伴奏下,大摇大摆地亮出车尾让行的牌子,窜上公路。

Denny把车开到中国城的海鲜Buffet(自助餐)。亚城华埠分布于市中心东北Chamblee Buford Highway穿越的一带,中文很气派地翻译成仙伯里百福大道。整个区面积不大,华人商家位置分散,其中还夹杂不少韩国店。总规模远不及旧金山和纽约唐人街。在亚城,韩国人的势力比华人大。

停了车,Denny靠在车门上,从兜里翻出他的Marlboro,又掏出Ally送他的Zippo,小心翼翼地弹开盖,点上烟,用力吸了几口。他把Zippo拿在手里把玩半天,又把烟递给我:吸两口?我笑着拒绝了,然后劝他也别吸。他慢慢地说,其实科学并不能证明吸烟导致癌症,否则官司打了这么多年最高法院也该让烟草公司倒闭了。

我们走进餐馆时还没到晚餐时间,大厅内只有几个服务员在聊天。我们每人都堆起满满的几盘食物,埋头痛吃。吃累了就休息休息,去趟洗手间,回来接着吃。就这样一直吃到天黑,我们两喘着气坐在椅子上,面面相觑。

我不准备继续和Ally交往了。”Denny一脸平静地说

 “怎么了?

没时间,我今天刚去Downtown找了第三份工,”Denny叹口气,还是赚钱要紧。

接着又是一阵沉默,我们似乎都没有话说。我和Denny并没有太多的接触,对他的了解局限与他在国内学习很厉害,打架更厉害,女朋友不少这几条未经证实的信息。我们只是在他毕业前的这段时间才有了频繁的来往,这之前每次在学校里见到,他往往是抱着一堆书刚从Locker离开,或是在图书馆的角落里一个人背单词。我恐怕长这么大都没见过比他更疯狂学习的人,经管Denny最终还是有些不情愿地去了被他称作学生都是MIT捡剩下的理工学院。有几所排名很高的私立学校都给他免除了学费,但他仍然负担不起一年一万多元的生活费。理工学院的州内学费是$5000美元一年,公民与绿卡持有者可以轻易地获得由州内的Lotto彩票支持的HOPE奖学金,支付几乎全部的费用。但Denny这种持签证的国际学生却要成绩非常出色才不用支付一万多元外州学费。

我们离开了餐馆,Denny将车开上85号高速路,没有说要去哪里。

说白了,一切都是钱。”Denny有些无奈地说,不管在中国还是美国,有钱就是老大。

也不一定,比如美国的社会就自由很多。这一点是世界上任何一个国家不能相比的。

呵呵,什么民主人权,对你我有区别吗?都是在混日子。”Denny笑着。

我不赞同Denny的 观点,所以没有继续我们的谈话。我望向车窗外,这时车正行驶在一条空荡荡的街道上,街边亮着霓虹灯的招牌在眼里扭曲成为无数五颜六色的线条。亚城的夜色并 不算美,只是从当自己开着经过这样的街道时,会感觉到一种静谧,仿佛在夜色降临后,整座城市就变得除自己乘坐的这辆车外,空无一物。当车再次停下时,我发 现我们身处103出口不远除的一个Mall(购物中心)里,Ally工作的韩国烧烤店也在这里。

怎么来这里了。我问。

免费烧烤,不吃白不吃。”Denny掐灭手中的烟,又把那个Zippo丢在了车座上。

Ally并不在店里,很显然Denny早就知道。刚一坐下就有个越南女孩把还在滋滋作响的烤肉端到我们面前。Denny说了声吃吧,就开始大肆咀嚼。我想不通他胃里怎么还能有剩余空间。左右看看,角落里有个秃顶的中年男人正在用笔记本无线上网,背后的大屏幕上放着《火影忍者》。Denny一边吃一边不断把串烧堆在我眼前。

等晚上十一点烧烤店打烊时我终于扶着墙根和Denny走出了店门。Denny似乎还意犹未尽,叫我和他一起去找个地方喝啤酒。我已经吃得四肢不听使唤,失去了发表意见的能力。于是Denny又一路把车开到了我家不远的小山坡上。他跳下车,掀开后盖看了看,又跑回来对我说啤酒被她妈给偷偷搬走藏起来了。就这样,我们两人傻坐在车里,继续聊天。亚城的夜晚会变得非常寒冷,我们关紧车门,开着引擎取暖。Denny断断续续地又讲了很多事。讲他今年过年时怎样在农贸市场(韩国人开的超市,美东南第一大食品超市)买菜时看到Ally,接着又讲他在国内经常为了哥们的事打架,但因为成绩好,从来没背过处分,还讲他根本没去毕业典礼。他说自己没交那一百多的Senior Due(毕业生的活动费用),他觉得花那么多钱去穿一身奇怪的衣服,戴个傻傻的帽子站一上午很不值,所以他在前一天就去办公室领了一纸毕业证,然后打电话想和我去Six Flag,我却不在。我说我那天参加教会的活动,去了Marietta(亚城西北的一个区)的一个基督徒家。他说那太遗憾了,以后不知道啥时候还能一起聚聚。然后说,太晚了,必须要回家了。我告别了Denny,回到家中,悄悄走进自己房间。一开灯,看到写字台上被我妈挂起来的三块奖牌闪闪发光。上边都刻着州科学奥林匹克竞赛决赛冠军,还有我和Denny 的名字。

我有种预感,在未来的日子里,自己很难再见到Denny了。

posted by Cassiopeium at 8:01 pm  

Monday, July 24, 2006

连载【六】

【六】

Matt,昨天打电话给我干什么?”我问他。

“哦,我在SpencerParty的时候看到一个特HOT的亚洲女孩。”他用手拍拍Chris 的头。

“你又喝多了吧?”我看着Chris,他冲我笑笑。

“不,我发誓我看到了,Spencer还告诉我她是圣约瑟夫学院的。”

刺耳的铃声又在头顶响起,餐厅中停歇不久的人流再次涌动起来,漫向出口。我听到Chris喊我。一回头,看到他嘴在动,对我讲了些什么,然后继续笑笑。他的话被淹没在周围桌椅挪动的噪声和人群喧闹的喊叫声之中,我没有听清。

AP生物教室的角落里有许多塞满了不知名的标兵和过时教科书的架子。灰尘和泡标本的福尔马林混在一起,令空气中充诉着一种类似腌肉的诡异气味。 有人说甚至“博士”自己的胎盘也被她做成标本放在教室的某处。今天“博士”不在,有一位叫Mr. Flower(花先生)的黑人Sub(临时代课老师)顶替她。他虽然名字是植物,却对生物一窍不通,只是每次都叮嘱我们按时喂饱“博士”的毛蜘蛛。“博士”永远要求我们称呼她“博士”,而不是她的本名,因为她是湖滨中学全体教师中唯一有博士学位的人。尽管如此大部分学生只是把她当作一个普通的中年黑人女老师,与教十年级英文的老太没有区别。

我仰起头,嘴半张着呆呆地观察头顶上的灯管。我发现悬挂于我头顶的灯管上吊着一个冠状病毒的模型,是塑料泡沫做的,被记号笔漆成红色,还插有几支牙签。但没学过生物的人一定会把它当成是一种亚马逊雨林中的稀有开花植物模型,或是一个灯笼——如果那人略懂中国文化的话。除去这个灯笼植物外,周围的灯管上还吊着一条看着很像被分尸的蜈蚣的DNA双螺旋模型。还有不少其他病毒的模型,由于我生物考试从未及格过,所以很遗憾地不能分辨出他们的种类。

我头顶的这条灯管和湖滨中学其他破旧的设施一样,已是风烛残年。忽明忽暗的灯光让我想起小学时高年级有个叫彭光辉的胖子,总喜欢骑在自行车上提着一条垃圾堆里拾来的灯管做横刀立马状。他的灯管总是敲在那些保护费交不够两元的小孩头上,直到有一年冬天他敲了我的一位素以头硬著称,号称少林铁头功真传人的同学后,就因为水银中毒住院了。铁头安然无恙,也或许是他平日里就一副患有中毒后遗症的样子,所以大家没有察觉出任何异常。想到铁头,我发现Chris和他长得实在很像,完全是铁头的美国翻版。两人都长着一张酷似卡通片《辛普森家庭》(The Simpsons)中人物的嘴。但由于近年偷渡美国的现象比较严重,因此也不排除Chris是幼时坐船到美国的铁头兄弟这种可能。Chris剃了一头时下流行的板寸头,后脑勺上总挂着一副耳机,音量大到每次听到Eminem的说唱大家就知道是Chris来了。研究表明至少一半的美国青少年由于耳机音量过大造成听力严重下降,Chris毫无疑问是其中的一员。他仍然使用从Wal-Mart买来的廉价CD随身听。用这种背面刻着Made in China的随身听的人大多宣称自己不喜欢听MP3,只有高音质的CD才适合自己的品位。而通常情况下是因为囊中羞涩,负担不起一个昂贵的iPodChris并不是特困生,只因为他和许多美国人一样,是那种在超市里一箱可乐卖五美元时却在旁边的饮料机上花一元买一瓶的人。

试想一下如果Chris和铁头两个人的位置对调一下会怎样? Chris现在会穿着一身土的掉渣的校服而不是现在这身大了两号的T Shirt和裆耷拉到腰上,时不时露出内裤的裤子。他肯定会由于繁重的功课而戴上一副酒瓶底眼镜,每日想着下周五的月考而不是自己租来的游戏DVD周三到期。唯一的好处是他肯定不会像现在这样体重超标,在中国一个工薪阶层家庭的孩子吃不起那么多美国的垃圾食品。

不断将两个世界的人物互相穿插并编入自己的剧本让他们扮演,时间在这种漫无边际的幻想进行下过得飞快。当我在下午三点五十分准时坐在校车第二排左边靠窗的座位上时,才意识到又一天就这么结束了。生活一旦有了规律,就好像上足了发条的闹钟指针,一圈一圈地走着。时间也随之一起飞逝。

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Monday, July 24, 2006

连载【五】

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【五】

历史老师是个长得很精神的黑人小伙,六尺多的个头,一袭黑西装,打一条花领带。小伙最近刚从夏威夷度蜜月回来,每天脸上都洋溢着幸福的笑容,时不时露出两排白的晃眼的牙,然后操起他那典型的南方黑人口音侃侃而谈,将美国短短几百年浅薄的历史讲地十分精彩,中间还夹杂几个笑话。周围两个黑人女孩让他逗得大笑,笑声震地我耳膜嗡嗡响。美国的黑人个个都很豪爽。现在听他讲课的确很有趣,但刚来时自以为英文早就过关的我听他讲了两周的课,硬是没听懂一句完整的话,最终明白了黑人说的是黑人英语,不是美国英语。

今天的作业是回家读课本第三十三章,明天开始我们将要学习韩国战争。小伙把门拉开,站在一旁面带微笑目送大家冲出教室。

第三节英文课,老师是毕业于Emory大学的黑人老太,和学校很多其他上了年纪的女老师一样会令人担心学校老旧的地板能否经得住她的重量。老太今天又在上课前宣传起她的母校来。

“你们知不知道,Emory大学拥有全世界最多的爱尔兰文学作品收藏。”老太把手里的Emory卡片散发给学生们。

“其实我个人也有一些爱尔兰血统。当年曾有白人庄园主在夜里溜进我曾祖母住的房间……”老太也不顾其他人,自己先笑了起来。

我一看这架式,立即爬在桌子上开始补觉。

第四节电脑课无聊地看了45分钟Youtube后,我以橄榄球队跑卫30码外接球冲刺的速度冲向餐厅,但仍发现自己慢了半拍,被挤在人群之后。午餐时间本是学生最喜爱的社交时间,用来和朋友一起在校园的角落里就餐,或独自蹲在教室里写自己下午要交的作业。但湖滨中学所在的学区不知最近犯了什么毛病,为了办学办出成绩,加上第七节课,竟然将午饭时间改为25分钟,跑慢一点连队都排不到头就打铃了。这下弄得每天吃饭时人流好像波士顿马拉松一样壮观,近千人同时奔向同一个目的地。时常有外来人以为学校在搞恐怖袭击时的紧急疏散演习,也常有倒霉的人被挤倒在地,踩的满脸脚印,惨绝人寰。最近还听说有些男生为了替自己哥们和女朋友占位置常常逃了第四节课早早地等在餐厅门口。看来凡是人多的地方竞争必然会非常惨烈。

我在餐厅门口发扬中国人的传统风格,奋发向里挤,好容易挤进餐厅,远远看到MattChris排在队伍最前边。我跑到他们面前,把钱递给Matt,然后站在排队区外和Matt说话。

Chris把车开沟里了,Yo~~Yo~~”Matt这小子在说唱Chris的不幸。

我看到Chris额头上贴着一张大大的“邦迪”。原来早上路太滑,这小子开车又从来不看时速表,结果在高速路出口的转弯处打滑,一下把车滑沟里去了,还好没重伤受伤。

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Sunday, July 23, 2006

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呵呵,多谢各位通过潜水的支持。

总的感觉是这几章写下来比较顺了,但语言上还是不大满意。

想想也没办法,自己的水平如此,总不能要求过高(虽然我始终认为自己可以写的更好),如果每天指盼着“灵感”写作肯定会累死。我本来就是想通过题材取胜。
现在还要想办法把文章变成印刷品。

希望各位看官可以花时间留言,欢迎一切建设性的意见。

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